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Good things come to an end. I guess its misunderstanding between the two princesses and this makes me to think deeper about human relationship and bonding. it seems that if the bond is weak and u never fix it properly, the bond will be gone and you will have a hard time to patch things up eventually. However if we make an effort to realize what is wrong with that bond and fix it when the problem arise, i do believe the relationship will work out and improves as it progresses.

A friend of Mine always ask me, why i cant do things alone and always needed a companion. And now, i think he is right. i just need to learn and adapt the way which he thinks that i should behave. i will pretend everything will be just fine and smile when i see them. And slowly fade away from the click as time passes. Its better to pretend everything is alright and smile. i always tell myself that. i always bluff myself... But the self talking thingy doesn't seem to take it effects anymore ... haha.

i shared a based-on-true-story with her. I hope that she understand what i have told her. This isnt an emo post or what, its basically thoughts that are running through my head and i pen it down here. Another one down and dont wanna go KL trip. A trip i planned for everyone and it bacame a disaster and horrible attendance. Am i a failure? yes i am in this case. i dunno what i should do next. I really got no idea. Zero. 6 days to be ylenol and 1 day meet her. Bebe can accompany me bah ... LOL

I appreciate alot of things that are given me to me and i took them for granted. Jus take since its free?? haha i always say that. LOL .. Hell No, Take and appreciate. thats the way ah huh.. i appreciate the spent with her, with them. The food, the movies, the prawns, the fun, the laughter, the talk cock session, the clubbing, the pubbing, the frog legs , the dim sum .... Everything that is blessed on me. i need to find a hope. A hope where everything goes back to normal and bonds are fixed...

Nevertheless, i think its pretty impossible. Still its a hope. right?

goana take a stroll now. I am not ok. Really not ok... LOL =) Smile lor.